Happiness

We all get one life...one, that's it. What we do counts, no matter what. I am learning that this is it and it seems that MY life is not in my hands.
Seriously, think about this.....are you happy.
Well,are you?
I'm not.
At least not like I want to be. Take your job for instance, are you happy there? Do you enjoy what you do? And if you do.... I want to hear from you! My job makes me miserable. I try to put a front on while I am there but all in all, I hate it. 12 years later I am still there.
Why?!?!?!?
Because I have no choice. I am the rock. The one. And I cannot falter. I am slave to my bills and my responsibilities when all I want to do is run away from it all.
It's my life after all. Why do I have to be unhappy?
Why shouldn't I be happy in my ONE life and enjoy it for what it is!?
There are no answers without major life changes.
I just feel as if we should all have control of our own fate and have the ability to make our own decisions and find our own utopia!
Personal freedom

•Missy